So’hum. I am.

So’hum (Ahza Rex, 2026)

So’hum. I am. I am that I am. 

The universe exists within me as I exist within it. 

Therefore, I have a responsibility to the universe— 

To consider my actions and its effects.

I am joyful. I am kind. I am compassionate. I am caring. I am creative. 

I am also prideful. I am envious. I am jealous. I am resentful. 

I am sad. I am mournful. I am angry. 

I am powerful. I am violent. I am destructive. 

I am afraid. I am brave. I am weak. I am strong. 

I am that. 

I feel what is within me, and what is around me. 

A bird’s song. The changing of the winds. The rise of memory.

Bursts of emotions.

I feel others as I feel myself—distinct, yet woven.  

Desires independent and in relation to one another. 

Not one story, but a weave of billions of threads. 

We are all interconnected. 

And so I understand: To act is to affect the whole. 

Love without consideration is incomplete. 

I am transgender. 

I am who my soul knows itself to be within this weave.  

I am Ahza Rex. I am a joyful cry. 

I exist within this wonderful, expansive universe. 

I am afraid. I am brave. I am strong. 

I am here.

So’hum.